A boring old "deep freeze" day

I've been at one of my best friends house for the past four days, horrah horrah.

Saturday was the day that winterfest took place and no I didn't go, thank god. Instead; Ryan, Ed, Mackenzie and I went out to dinner at my favroite restruant, Alpachinnos (sp?) and ate there. Oh wow, the food there is amazing. No joke. Then after that we went back to her place and we had a small party, another one of our friends came over. It was a blast. We wound up getting poker chips all over the house, including down our shirts. Intresting story.

Sunday I had to go to work, then the four of us (Mackenzie, Ed, Ryan, Lauren, and I) went out to see a movie after I got off from work. Epic movie...it sucked, a lot. Good thing I didn't have to pay, or else I would've been slightly upset. But oh well...it's all good.

Monday we wound up seeing another movie. We were orginally supposed to go see 'Because I said so" but the times were mixed up on the recording so we sat and watched the rest of Smoking Aces. I personally loved that movie. I thought it was slightly confusing though because we came in towards the middle of the movie.

I think that's what happened on those days...not too sure, everything went by pretty quickly in a blur. All I can hope for is another "Deep Freeze Day" tomorrow. I don't feel like going to school. Ugh.

So I was taking a numerology test and this is what I got;

OVERVIEW
There are several different sides to your character but your energy is primarily pointed in two contrary directions. A good part of you is probably devoted to people -- loving, giving and responsible -- but another side of you tends to be introspective and reserved, concerned with inner needs and private projects. During your youth and young adulthood, you'll struggle to balance your desire to be with people and take care of your responsibilities with your equally strong need to spend time alone with little concern for others' needs and feelings. You'll probably sometimes take care of one and sometimes the other, but rarely to your complete satisfaction. As you get older, you'll probably learn how to balance your generous, helping side with your studious, solitary side so that you can feel comfortable with both.

YOUR ANALYTICAL AND SPIRITUAL NATURE -- AND STRONG INTROSPECTIVE SIDE
Your 7 Life Path
You have a fine analytical mind and are capable of much in the way of learning. You probably have the potential to understand fundamental truths as well as the capacity to search for ultimate meanings. You may involve yourself in complex technical, scientific or philosophical studies. One of your major lessons in life is to use your abilities to learn the peace of mind which can only come from knowing yourself and accepting and expressing your deepest feelings.

YOUR VERY SENSITIVE, GENEROUS NATURE -- AND YOUR LIMITED REWARDS
Your 2 Expression And 9 Soul Urge
The intuitive and spiritual side of your makeup is important in your life, but there's another aspect which is likely to have a similar impact on your character development.
You are a very sensitive person with an extreme awareness of your own and others' feelings. Because you are so touched by the subtleties of everyone's emotions, you can understand a great deal from a word, a gesture or even an unspoken thought. Others will recognize this sensitivity and turn to you for the support and understanding you can provide. With this ability, you may choose to work with groups of people where your diplomatic approach and sensitivity can be of much help. Although you may become hurt or resentful in your younger years because of your unusual sensitivity, you will probably learn to use your responsiveness for your own and others' benefit.
With your love for your fellow man, you enjoy people as individuals and also show your concern for humanity in general. With your desire to give as selflessly as you can, possibly with little thought of reward or return, you want a close involvement with family and friends. It wouldn't be surprising if you looked for a career in which humanitarian values and philanthropic endeavors were strongly emphasized.

I'm really not so sure weither that explains me or not. I just thought I would put it up there.

I'm all confused today, romantically that is. There's two guys that I just can't seem to choose between...and neither of them is "available". So that just throws me on a boat floating upon helplessness as well as hopelessness. *Sigh*

Anyway, on lighter news. My Best friend is now offically dating my Ex-boyfriend. Some people might be like; "why the hell are you calling this lighter news?". I really couldn't care less, my friend has asked me on numerous occasions if this was alright with me, and I said yes. I didn't have any feelings for him anymore, other then just friends. Who am I to say "no" to them when they could be happy together, it would be extremely selfish of me if I was the one controlling weither or not they dated. I just want them to be happy and seeing how they acted together yesterday when he asked her out and how she was acting this morning, it made me happy that they were together. As long as they're happy together, then i'm happy for them.

Although it does make me slightly jealous, not of who my friend is dating...just the fact that she is able to have an open relationship and is actually in one. People say that you don't need to have another person in your life to make you happy, which is the truth on some occasions. I just think that it makes someone happy to know that they're liked for who they are and that they're not being used for what they look like, or their body.

*sigh*

So ontop of my lack of boyfriend, and my confusion....my brain hurts.

Then I also have this mythology paper to write, oh joy. I know I shouldn't, but I am putting it off for as long as possible. I don't really feel like doing anything at the moment.

Although, I suppose just to get me back out of the house and doing something, I might go take a shower and go see a movie with Helena.

Hmmmmmmm.....