Friday, March 23, 2007

Melanie is...

Sick! =(

I think I have the flu.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Relationshi**s

Being single sucks. I honestly don't see why people are always ranting and raving about how great it is. Sure, after you get out of a relationship it's the best thing that can happen to you; you can hang out with your friends when ever you want, you can do what ever you want, you have more time to yourself, it's like being liberated...hell, it's like earning your independance from Britian.

But at the moment, I don't want to be America who earns their independance from Britian. Heck, I want to be Voltron from Transformers.

All of the boyfriends that i've had i've been set up with, i've barely known them for longer then a day or so before I went out with them. The last two I met the day before I went out with them, i've never actually gone out and gotten a boyfriend. I don't think i'm that repulsive, so....I don't know what's going on. *Sigh* I just want to be happy and be with a person that I like and who likes me for me.

Speaking of being set up i've been told by my first boyfriend, and by several others, that he was paid to date me. Yeah, that's real good for the self confidance. Apparently my friends paid him, gee thanks guys, really appreciate it. Next time you pay a guy to go out with me, let me pick out a better looking one, alright?

Although my relationships with the guys that I have been set up with, which is all the boyfriends i've had...which totals up to a grand total of 3, have been like a flat tire; they don't go very far.

*sigh*

Relationships are more like Relationshi**s

So, anyone know any cute single guys? Haha, just kidding. =]

Shape it as you will

Every second you spend concentrating on a mistake or a problem beyond your control is a second you could be spending turning your focus in a positive direction. Daylight reaches us in cycles due to our shifting environment, but the sun is continouosly shining, even through the darkest of storms. Your perspective is your universe, shape it as you will.

No...way

Today...the smartie is gone....



ZOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love is just stumbling in the dark

Love isn’t blind
It’s just stumbling in the dark
Your hopes were left behind
Fate tore them apart

Love shared between
A poor servant girl and a rich noble prince
The king had spies who had seen
A meeting of lovers, on a midsummer’s eve

She was banished from the land
Hiding away in hills to the east
It was a punishment she had to withstand
Alone in the small village that had taken her in

Love isn’t blind
It’s just stumbling in the dark
Your hopes were left behind
Fate tore them apart

Long agonizing months had gone by
The prince’s heart had yet to mend
Mounting his horse, his pace was spry
He was in search of his hearts desire

He searched to the north, covered in snow
The lands scorching lands of the south
Land to the west inhabitant with nothing but crows
Exhausted, his search led him to the east

Love isn’t blind
It’s just stumbling in the dark
Your hopes were left behind
Fate tore them apart

Looking out from the small hill
A man on a horse with his back to the sun
Made his way to her until
He dismounted and picked her up in his arms.


Love isn’t blind
It’s just stumbling in the dark
Light the candle and you’ll find
Not all hope is lost.

Monday, March 19, 2007

Smarties

Random moment, I know...but ever since i've been in this class i've sat in the same exact spot and everyday there's been the same smartie, no joke, the wrapper is there too.

You'd think after about a few weeks that it'd be gone, cleaned up after, or eaten even...but nope...apprently not. This dejected, faulty smartie is determined to make it through the world until...well, something world changing happens to move that smartie.

Until then, i'll just have to stare at it. I've actually become quite attatched to it.

=]

<3

My not so new obesession, reborn

HELP!

I'm being sucked back into the Japanese culture!!!!

Hello Pockey, Jrock, Jpop, Anime, Manga, Fanfiction, AnimeCons, Video Games, and the whole shibang!

Oh god, oh god, oh god, oh god.

I suppose it's nothing that new. Ever since the eigth grade i've slowly been sucked into the Japanese culture, there's nothing I can do about it. The more I try to resist it, the more I wind up becoming fasinated with the coutntry and everything about it.

Japanese is my culture of choice, give me tempura, rice, and tea over steak, and beer anyday.

I lost it. =( I never thought it would happen.

My cell phone.

My poor, pink, missing, lovely cell phone. I've been dying for the past two days with out it. I know...two days with out a phone, deal with it, right? It's not that easy. That phone was like my life, I had a lot of friends outside of the school, city, and state that I text messaged ALL the time...and now I can barely talk to them. It's torture!!!!

I just hope that either my friends or I can find it before friday. *sigh* I really hope it's either at Boyd's house or in Chace's car. It's not in my clothes, in my bag, at work...I even checked the parking lot around work just in case.

It's exactly what I get for not getting home till about 2:30-3:00 in the morning.

I just hope that if I do have to get a new phone that I can somehow keep my number and all that jazz.


Cross your fingers!!!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Tattoo

Got it yesterday, it's pretty radtastic.


pictures up soon.