In the mornings before school starts I get dropped off near one of my classes and I walk down to the cafetera to get a gatorade or a pop, maybe a snack, and wait for my other friends. It wasn't really any different this morning. Although I was trying to avoid Nemisis because of the things that she is doing with my other friends, I stopped for a moment to say hi to my neighbor. My, now, arch nemisis then turned to me and asked me where her D.V.D was, that was when the argument started. my neighbor walked away from nemisis and I, about twenty or so yards.
When nemisis and I first started arguing, we had both of our shoulders against the wall, facing each other. Then as things got worse, she turned around and was facing me as my back was against the wall. The previous week I had just had surgery and didn't have enough strength to punch Maria, like she claims. I felt cornered and threatened so I pushed her out of the way. Maria thought I hit her, so she hit me back.
I realized that the fight was getting way to out of hand, so I walked away to go to a vending machine to get something to drink, but I was so upset I wasn't even thristy...So I began to walk to my class in C pod. I took out my cell phone and called my dad, telling him that I wanted to go home. When I got off of the phone with my dad, he called the school and asked to talk to an assistant principal, they were going to patch him to voicemail, but he wanted to talk to the A.P...he never got to...well, until my principal called him from his office. nemisis had come to him with my neighbor not even five minutes after this had happened.
While I was in there my principal didn't listen to me, I told him that nemisis had hit me back and that some of the things that she had told him weren't true. He might've wrote some things down...but he never really asked for my side of the story, or gave me a chance to tell it. As soon as I got in there, he told me I was suspended and he called my dad. While he was on the phone, I tried to explain to him that Nemisis also hit me, and she should be suspended too. It's not fair that she can get away with all of this stuff she's pulling, she previously had hit another student and left a bruise, and she didn't even get a detention!
While my dad was on the phone with The principal, he could hear me in the background trying to tell him that some of the things he was saying wasn't true. The Principal still didn't pay any attention to me.
The Principal has been involved with the fights between nemisis and my group of friends before, we've gone to PPI several times, and my dad had previously left a voice mail concerning the problems im having with my group of friends. I feel like I was wrongly treated and that THe Principal has a biased opionion. If he's my A.P, i'd want him to listen to me and give me a fair chance to explain myself with out him already making up my mind before I could talk to him. While my dad was talking to him, he told me that it felt as though The Principal was just waiting for him to stop talking and the only reason they had the meeting was because The Principal couldn't refuse, that it was my dad's right to talk to him.
^That was a copy of a letter I sent to my main principal and my counseler.
あばずれ.
Though, it's kind of werid that I got suspended from school even before the school day actually started.
I'm just really sick of the くそっ that she's been pulling, and how she makes it seem like she's the victim of everything, that she can't do anything wrong, and she blames EVERYTHING on her arm, which was injured when she fell off a bus. Who the 地獄 actually falls off a bus? It wasn't even slippery...She uses her arm to get sympathy from the teachers, she's addicted to her pain medication, and she often brags about how she has to go to a "Mental Therepist".
Im tired of trying to be her friend, and dealing with her crazy parents.
ののしり
Monday, February 26, 2007
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
I've decided
Yup. I decided, i'm going to write a book.
I have an idea of what I want it to be like and what I want to base it off of. Maybe i'll make it a joint project with Helena or something, I think we could write something that is very unique and very intresting. If you put the two of us together when we think of Ideas...oh boy.
Seriously, I want to write a book. I do.
I have an idea of what I want it to be like and what I want to base it off of. Maybe i'll make it a joint project with Helena or something, I think we could write something that is very unique and very intresting. If you put the two of us together when we think of Ideas...oh boy.
Seriously, I want to write a book. I do.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Monday, February 12, 2007
why cookie dough is better then men
It's enjoyable hard or soft.
It makes a mess too, but it tastes better.
It doesn't mind if you take your anger out on it
.
You always want to swallow.
It won't complain if you share it with friends.
It's "quick and convenient".
You can enjoy it more than once.
It comes already protectively wrapped.
You can make it as large as you want.
If you don't finish it you can save it for later.
It's easier to get the kind you want.
You can comparison shop.
It's easier to find in a grocery store.
You can put it away when you've had enough.
You know yours has never been eaten before.
It won't complain if you chew on it.
It comes chocolate flavored.
You always know when to get rid of it.
You can return it--satisfaction is guaranteed.
It's always ready to go.
You won't get arrested if you eat it in public.
You don't have to change the sheets if you eat it in bed.
It won't wake you up because it's hard.
You don't have to find an excuse not to eat it.
You can tell your friends how much you've eaten without sounding like you're bragging.
It won't take up room in your bed.
It's easy to pick up.
You never have unwanted cookie dough chasing you around.
You know what the extra weight is from.
It won't get jealous if you pick up another one.
It never has an insecurity problem with its size.
It is very pliable.
It makes a mess too, but it tastes better.
It doesn't mind if you take your anger out on it
.
You always want to swallow.
It won't complain if you share it with friends.
It's "quick and convenient".
You can enjoy it more than once.
It comes already protectively wrapped.
You can make it as large as you want.
If you don't finish it you can save it for later.
It's easier to get the kind you want.
You can comparison shop.
It's easier to find in a grocery store.
You can put it away when you've had enough.
You know yours has never been eaten before.
It won't complain if you chew on it.
It comes chocolate flavored.
You always know when to get rid of it.
You can return it--satisfaction is guaranteed.
It's always ready to go.
You won't get arrested if you eat it in public.
You don't have to change the sheets if you eat it in bed.
It won't wake you up because it's hard.
You don't have to find an excuse not to eat it.
You can tell your friends how much you've eaten without sounding like you're bragging.
It won't take up room in your bed.
It's easy to pick up.
You never have unwanted cookie dough chasing you around.
You know what the extra weight is from.
It won't get jealous if you pick up another one.
It never has an insecurity problem with its size.
It is very pliable.
Halarious politically correct words/phrases
Bag boy: agricultural product organizer
Bomb: vertically deployed antipersonnel device
Cat: quadruped non-human associate
Computer: machine bearing immense power and fallibility
Dirty Old Man: sexually focused, chronologically gifted individual
Dumb: cerebrally challenged
Evil: niceness deprived
Fart: human ozone depletor; ecologically incorrect expression
Fat: horizontally challenged: person of substance
Homeless person: residentially flexible individual
Kill: creating a permanent state of metabolic dormancy; servicing the target (military)
Monster: person of scales
Nerd: under-attractive, cerebrally gifted individual
Nut: hexagonal rotatable surface compression unit
Pervert: person engaged in nontraditional espionage
Prostitute: body entrepreneur
Sexist: gender biased with niceness deprived overtones
Specialist: physician having concentrated on a particular field of tax shelters
Television: medium of electrons moving in disorganized patterns
White: melanin-impoverished; member of the mutant albino genetic-recessive global minority
Bomb: vertically deployed antipersonnel device
Cat: quadruped non-human associate
Computer: machine bearing immense power and fallibility
Dirty Old Man: sexually focused, chronologically gifted individual
Dumb: cerebrally challenged
Evil: niceness deprived
Fart: human ozone depletor; ecologically incorrect expression
Fat: horizontally challenged: person of substance
Homeless person: residentially flexible individual
Kill: creating a permanent state of metabolic dormancy; servicing the target (military)
Monster: person of scales
Nerd: under-attractive, cerebrally gifted individual
Nut: hexagonal rotatable surface compression unit
Pervert: person engaged in nontraditional espionage
Prostitute: body entrepreneur
Sexist: gender biased with niceness deprived overtones
Specialist: physician having concentrated on a particular field of tax shelters
Television: medium of electrons moving in disorganized patterns
White: melanin-impoverished; member of the mutant albino genetic-recessive global minority
Thursday, February 8, 2007
Mirror Mirror
Mirror Mirror on the wall
I yell, I scream
You break, you fall
Hearts are shattered on broken glass
It's too late now, I can't look back.
Mirror Mirror on the wall
I'll put you back together
You won't break, you won't fall
While I guard you carefully on a cement wall.
Mirror Mirror on the wall
I'll glue you on to keep you still
Keeping you in a glass box, I can, I will.
Stranger Stranger looking in
Give up, move on
You can't get in.
Mirror Mirror looking out
Waiting for that day you get ripped off that wall
Give up. He's not here to save you, to coushin your fall.
Mirror Mirror on the wall
Have you learned your lesson
Have you learned not to fall?
I yell, I scream
You break, you fall
Hearts are shattered on broken glass
It's too late now, I can't look back.
Mirror Mirror on the wall
I'll put you back together
You won't break, you won't fall
While I guard you carefully on a cement wall.
Mirror Mirror on the wall
I'll glue you on to keep you still
Keeping you in a glass box, I can, I will.
Stranger Stranger looking in
Give up, move on
You can't get in.
Mirror Mirror looking out
Waiting for that day you get ripped off that wall
Give up. He's not here to save you, to coushin your fall.
Mirror Mirror on the wall
Have you learned your lesson
Have you learned not to fall?
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
A boring old "deep freeze" day
I've been at one of my best friends house for the past four days, horrah horrah.
Saturday was the day that winterfest took place and no I didn't go, thank god. Instead; Ryan, Ed, Mackenzie and I went out to dinner at my favroite restruant, Alpachinnos (sp?) and ate there. Oh wow, the food there is amazing. No joke. Then after that we went back to her place and we had a small party, another one of our friends came over. It was a blast. We wound up getting poker chips all over the house, including down our shirts. Intresting story.
Sunday I had to go to work, then the four of us (Mackenzie, Ed, Ryan, Lauren, and I) went out to see a movie after I got off from work. Epic movie...it sucked, a lot. Good thing I didn't have to pay, or else I would've been slightly upset. But oh well...it's all good.
Monday we wound up seeing another movie. We were orginally supposed to go see 'Because I said so" but the times were mixed up on the recording so we sat and watched the rest of Smoking Aces. I personally loved that movie. I thought it was slightly confusing though because we came in towards the middle of the movie.
I think that's what happened on those days...not too sure, everything went by pretty quickly in a blur. All I can hope for is another "Deep Freeze Day" tomorrow. I don't feel like going to school. Ugh.
So I was taking a numerology test and this is what I got;
OVERVIEW
There are several different sides to your character but your energy is primarily pointed in two contrary directions. A good part of you is probably devoted to people -- loving, giving and responsible -- but another side of you tends to be introspective and reserved, concerned with inner needs and private projects. During your youth and young adulthood, you'll struggle to balance your desire to be with people and take care of your responsibilities with your equally strong need to spend time alone with little concern for others' needs and feelings. You'll probably sometimes take care of one and sometimes the other, but rarely to your complete satisfaction. As you get older, you'll probably learn how to balance your generous, helping side with your studious, solitary side so that you can feel comfortable with both.
YOUR ANALYTICAL AND SPIRITUAL NATURE -- AND STRONG INTROSPECTIVE SIDE
Your 7 Life Path
You have a fine analytical mind and are capable of much in the way of learning. You probably have the potential to understand fundamental truths as well as the capacity to search for ultimate meanings. You may involve yourself in complex technical, scientific or philosophical studies. One of your major lessons in life is to use your abilities to learn the peace of mind which can only come from knowing yourself and accepting and expressing your deepest feelings.
YOUR VERY SENSITIVE, GENEROUS NATURE -- AND YOUR LIMITED REWARDS
Your 2 Expression And 9 Soul Urge
The intuitive and spiritual side of your makeup is important in your life, but there's another aspect which is likely to have a similar impact on your character development.
You are a very sensitive person with an extreme awareness of your own and others' feelings. Because you are so touched by the subtleties of everyone's emotions, you can understand a great deal from a word, a gesture or even an unspoken thought. Others will recognize this sensitivity and turn to you for the support and understanding you can provide. With this ability, you may choose to work with groups of people where your diplomatic approach and sensitivity can be of much help. Although you may become hurt or resentful in your younger years because of your unusual sensitivity, you will probably learn to use your responsiveness for your own and others' benefit.
With your love for your fellow man, you enjoy people as individuals and also show your concern for humanity in general. With your desire to give as selflessly as you can, possibly with little thought of reward or return, you want a close involvement with family and friends. It wouldn't be surprising if you looked for a career in which humanitarian values and philanthropic endeavors were strongly emphasized.
I'm really not so sure weither that explains me or not. I just thought I would put it up there.
I'm all confused today, romantically that is. There's two guys that I just can't seem to choose between...and neither of them is "available". So that just throws me on a boat floating upon helplessness as well as hopelessness. *Sigh*
Anyway, on lighter news. My Best friend is now offically dating my Ex-boyfriend. Some people might be like; "why the hell are you calling this lighter news?". I really couldn't care less, my friend has asked me on numerous occasions if this was alright with me, and I said yes. I didn't have any feelings for him anymore, other then just friends. Who am I to say "no" to them when they could be happy together, it would be extremely selfish of me if I was the one controlling weither or not they dated. I just want them to be happy and seeing how they acted together yesterday when he asked her out and how she was acting this morning, it made me happy that they were together. As long as they're happy together, then i'm happy for them.
Although it does make me slightly jealous, not of who my friend is dating...just the fact that she is able to have an open relationship and is actually in one. People say that you don't need to have another person in your life to make you happy, which is the truth on some occasions. I just think that it makes someone happy to know that they're liked for who they are and that they're not being used for what they look like, or their body.
*sigh*
So ontop of my lack of boyfriend, and my confusion....my brain hurts.
Then I also have this mythology paper to write, oh joy. I know I shouldn't, but I am putting it off for as long as possible. I don't really feel like doing anything at the moment.
Although, I suppose just to get me back out of the house and doing something, I might go take a shower and go see a movie with Helena.
Hmmmmmmm.....
Saturday was the day that winterfest took place and no I didn't go, thank god. Instead; Ryan, Ed, Mackenzie and I went out to dinner at my favroite restruant, Alpachinnos (sp?) and ate there. Oh wow, the food there is amazing. No joke. Then after that we went back to her place and we had a small party, another one of our friends came over. It was a blast. We wound up getting poker chips all over the house, including down our shirts. Intresting story.
Sunday I had to go to work, then the four of us (Mackenzie, Ed, Ryan, Lauren, and I) went out to see a movie after I got off from work. Epic movie...it sucked, a lot. Good thing I didn't have to pay, or else I would've been slightly upset. But oh well...it's all good.
Monday we wound up seeing another movie. We were orginally supposed to go see 'Because I said so" but the times were mixed up on the recording so we sat and watched the rest of Smoking Aces. I personally loved that movie. I thought it was slightly confusing though because we came in towards the middle of the movie.
I think that's what happened on those days...not too sure, everything went by pretty quickly in a blur. All I can hope for is another "Deep Freeze Day" tomorrow. I don't feel like going to school. Ugh.
So I was taking a numerology test and this is what I got;
OVERVIEW
There are several different sides to your character but your energy is primarily pointed in two contrary directions. A good part of you is probably devoted to people -- loving, giving and responsible -- but another side of you tends to be introspective and reserved, concerned with inner needs and private projects. During your youth and young adulthood, you'll struggle to balance your desire to be with people and take care of your responsibilities with your equally strong need to spend time alone with little concern for others' needs and feelings. You'll probably sometimes take care of one and sometimes the other, but rarely to your complete satisfaction. As you get older, you'll probably learn how to balance your generous, helping side with your studious, solitary side so that you can feel comfortable with both.
YOUR ANALYTICAL AND SPIRITUAL NATURE -- AND STRONG INTROSPECTIVE SIDE
Your 7 Life Path
You have a fine analytical mind and are capable of much in the way of learning. You probably have the potential to understand fundamental truths as well as the capacity to search for ultimate meanings. You may involve yourself in complex technical, scientific or philosophical studies. One of your major lessons in life is to use your abilities to learn the peace of mind which can only come from knowing yourself and accepting and expressing your deepest feelings.
YOUR VERY SENSITIVE, GENEROUS NATURE -- AND YOUR LIMITED REWARDS
Your 2 Expression And 9 Soul Urge
The intuitive and spiritual side of your makeup is important in your life, but there's another aspect which is likely to have a similar impact on your character development.
You are a very sensitive person with an extreme awareness of your own and others' feelings. Because you are so touched by the subtleties of everyone's emotions, you can understand a great deal from a word, a gesture or even an unspoken thought. Others will recognize this sensitivity and turn to you for the support and understanding you can provide. With this ability, you may choose to work with groups of people where your diplomatic approach and sensitivity can be of much help. Although you may become hurt or resentful in your younger years because of your unusual sensitivity, you will probably learn to use your responsiveness for your own and others' benefit.
With your love for your fellow man, you enjoy people as individuals and also show your concern for humanity in general. With your desire to give as selflessly as you can, possibly with little thought of reward or return, you want a close involvement with family and friends. It wouldn't be surprising if you looked for a career in which humanitarian values and philanthropic endeavors were strongly emphasized.
I'm really not so sure weither that explains me or not. I just thought I would put it up there.
I'm all confused today, romantically that is. There's two guys that I just can't seem to choose between...and neither of them is "available". So that just throws me on a boat floating upon helplessness as well as hopelessness. *Sigh*
Anyway, on lighter news. My Best friend is now offically dating my Ex-boyfriend. Some people might be like; "why the hell are you calling this lighter news?". I really couldn't care less, my friend has asked me on numerous occasions if this was alright with me, and I said yes. I didn't have any feelings for him anymore, other then just friends. Who am I to say "no" to them when they could be happy together, it would be extremely selfish of me if I was the one controlling weither or not they dated. I just want them to be happy and seeing how they acted together yesterday when he asked her out and how she was acting this morning, it made me happy that they were together. As long as they're happy together, then i'm happy for them.
Although it does make me slightly jealous, not of who my friend is dating...just the fact that she is able to have an open relationship and is actually in one. People say that you don't need to have another person in your life to make you happy, which is the truth on some occasions. I just think that it makes someone happy to know that they're liked for who they are and that they're not being used for what they look like, or their body.
*sigh*
So ontop of my lack of boyfriend, and my confusion....my brain hurts.
Then I also have this mythology paper to write, oh joy. I know I shouldn't, but I am putting it off for as long as possible. I don't really feel like doing anything at the moment.
Although, I suppose just to get me back out of the house and doing something, I might go take a shower and go see a movie with Helena.
Hmmmmmmm.....
Friday, February 2, 2007
ZOMG!!
So I know this is going to sound werid, you're probably just going to be like "Melanie, seriously...lay off the crack and go take a pamprin"...but...
IM ON MY PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=]
This makes me extremely happy.
Just thought i'd share the news, and while i'm on my period-high i'm going to just ramble. Oh joy!
Are there supposed to be crunchy little black flakes in feta cheese? Maybe that's just the pepper I put in the salad...it doesn't look like it though. Do you think if I concentrate hard enough they'll go away or i'll forget that they're there? Yeah, didn't think so. Guess i'm not eating anymore of that.
Aww, horray. Tomorrow after I slave myself in box office, i'm going to dress up, go out to dinner and then go to a party with some friends. Its a long needed hangout time that i've been depriving from my friends.
If there was an emotioncon for dancing, oh you bet your sweet dough bread I would use it!
(>^^)> <(^^<) <(^-^)> (>^^)> <(^^<)
^That will have to do for now.
Anyway, enough of my useless ranting, I just wanted to let you all know i'm bleeding and not to worry. =D
IM ON MY PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=]
This makes me extremely happy.
Just thought i'd share the news, and while i'm on my period-high i'm going to just ramble. Oh joy!
Are there supposed to be crunchy little black flakes in feta cheese? Maybe that's just the pepper I put in the salad...it doesn't look like it though. Do you think if I concentrate hard enough they'll go away or i'll forget that they're there? Yeah, didn't think so. Guess i'm not eating anymore of that.
Aww, horray. Tomorrow after I slave myself in box office, i'm going to dress up, go out to dinner and then go to a party with some friends. Its a long needed hangout time that i've been depriving from my friends.
If there was an emotioncon for dancing, oh you bet your sweet dough bread I would use it!
(>^^)> <(^^<) <(^-^)> (>^^)> <(^^<)
^That will have to do for now.
Anyway, enough of my useless ranting, I just wanted to let you all know i'm bleeding and not to worry. =D
Secrets arn't so secret anymore
Have you ever had one of those friends that you simply put up with because one of your best's used to be on close terms with them?
Why does it always seem that person wants to make your life a living hell?
So I have something that i'm hiding from a lot of people, well...I thought I was hiding from a lot of people. Although thanks to someone that secret isn't exactly so secret anymore. It really wasn't any of her buisness to go spreading that around. I didn't even tell her, I was talking to one of my best friends about it and she was listening in.
>=[!
You know, this is highschool, you figure that people would have enough common sense and decincy to just keep information like that to themselves instead of telling the whole school. It's my personal life. If I wan't people to know, I'll tell them.
Stupid cheerleader -I'm not saying that to insult all cheerleaders in general...just that very one- I don't go around spreading your secrets, telling people things about you that you wouldn't like people knowing...so why the hell are you telling people stuff about me?!
Is it the fact that i'm simply that amazing and you can't get me off your head? Well, if that's the case, then i'm flattered. But I would much rather you talk about my hair, my new shoes, anything but that!
I would very much like to thank you for planting thoughts about me in people's head, although I would also love to throttle you for telling them something as jepordizing to my life as what you had said.
It may not seem like a big deal to you, but put yourself in my shoes.
If this isn't resolved soon, you can expect the circles under your eyes to become just a tad bit darker. =]
Keep your mouth shut. I didn't tell you anything, don't go talking about things that have nothing to deal with you or about things that could put someone in trouble.
Why does it always seem that person wants to make your life a living hell?
So I have something that i'm hiding from a lot of people, well...I thought I was hiding from a lot of people. Although thanks to someone that secret isn't exactly so secret anymore. It really wasn't any of her buisness to go spreading that around. I didn't even tell her, I was talking to one of my best friends about it and she was listening in.
>=[!
You know, this is highschool, you figure that people would have enough common sense and decincy to just keep information like that to themselves instead of telling the whole school. It's my personal life. If I wan't people to know, I'll tell them.
Stupid cheerleader -I'm not saying that to insult all cheerleaders in general...just that very one- I don't go around spreading your secrets, telling people things about you that you wouldn't like people knowing...so why the hell are you telling people stuff about me?!
Is it the fact that i'm simply that amazing and you can't get me off your head? Well, if that's the case, then i'm flattered. But I would much rather you talk about my hair, my new shoes, anything but that!
I would very much like to thank you for planting thoughts about me in people's head, although I would also love to throttle you for telling them something as jepordizing to my life as what you had said.
It may not seem like a big deal to you, but put yourself in my shoes.
If this isn't resolved soon, you can expect the circles under your eyes to become just a tad bit darker. =]
Keep your mouth shut. I didn't tell you anything, don't go talking about things that have nothing to deal with you or about things that could put someone in trouble.
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